March 12pm-13am, 2012 (; it has been more than 2 years since we moved here in Canada and I’m so lucky that there’s still these people who constantly keeps in touch with me. it’s funny coz ALL of them weren’t even in the same class as me during our first year in SLCHS.. actually I’ve never been in a class with some of them. “Ako kaya, hindi ko pa siya naging kaklase pero close naman kami.”-Geny while skyping (‘: They’ll be entering different universities in a few months already.. ofcourse I’m happy for them but it’s just sad how I’m not able to be with them on their last days of highschool. It breaks my heart every time they ask me to go home (in the Philippines) already and I can’t have a definite answer… i’ll just joke around and laugh. I really can’t wait for that time where I’ll be able to spend time again with these wonderful people not through Skype, Facebook, texts, Y!M, or phone calls but in person. 

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Pineapple juice treat from a friend on the 13th haha!

mom gave me chocolates first thing in the morning of 14th ♥

BEAST’s Mystery Special MV was released (‘:

went to school wearing Green(opposite of Red) hahhaha! xP

gave out Marshmallow Hearts to my friends ♥

…watched our school’s dance teams valentine’s performance during lunch, watched first part of Romeo and Juliet movie(not the modern one) during English class and volunteer work was cancelled \:D/ 

now i’m going to spend the rest of this day watching Dream High 2, doing homeworks, and reviewing for Thursday’s English&Spanish tests :D

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okay so andun na ako na gusto mong magtransfer ng school.. kaya siguro ayos lang sayo na bumaba grades mo.. pwes ako hindi! hindi ko alam kung naisip mo din ba na may kapair ka sa project o hindi, kasi ako gnwa ko na lahat ng part ko, more than pa nga eh! naisip mo din sana, “ano na gagawin ni aya sa class mamaya?” What if hindi kita nakita after school.. AKO BA UNG INEEXPECT MONG TATAPOS NG PROJECT NATEN?! ano toh, nagrerebelde ka?! alam mo naman cguro na napagdaanan ko na yan kaya alam ko ung nararamdaman mo. ang pinagkaiba lang naten, nagpadala ka.. ako hindi, YES UMIYAK AKO NG TODO2 pero after nun, dumami mga kaibigan ko, mas naging strong ako and sumipag pa nga ako mag-aral! to think na nagpapakumbaba na nga ung other party sayo. yang pride mo ‘teh, kung makalevel-up naman! sobra-sobra!! alam kong victim ka din sa situation na toh, pero girl dahil lang dun sisirain mo buhay mo?! kakalimutan mong may mga kaibigan ka din?! hihilain mo pababa mga tao sa paligid mo?! wag gnun, LALO KANG NAGMUMUKHANG KAWAWA!

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u guys prolly aren’t reading my blog entries since i’m not already updating from time to time, but i’ve shared like a month ago about my friends.. what does it have to do with the title? so here it goes..

i don’t really wanna side with anyone from the two ladies involved coz they’re both my friends.. and they both have a point. i admit it is MY mistake to really just hear one side of the story then already reacting on facebook. okay so the guy involved is also a part of our barkada and i can’t really say anything bad about him being a kuya to all of us but i thought it must have been better if he followed the 3 month rule even if he didn’t really have a commitment to one of my friends, but he must admit that it WAS a mutual feeling. i can’t really stand one of my friends hurting. i really hope she can already get over her first Magulong Usapan.. and our kuya to be loyal to my other friend and BE HAPPY (x the issue has ended already actually but there’s still something, uh.. JKAHLSJAKJSL. 

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about the post i made this morning.. dun sa 3rd girl, nagkaron na ng confrontations earlier sa school, although hnd pa clear lahat, atleast dba. sa part ko nasab ko na ung sama ng loob ko and nalaman ko naren ung mistakes ko..hnd nga lang ako nakapag-sorry. but i will make sure na mggwa ko yon before this yr ends HAHAHA /ako na mahina loob. actually wala sameng nagsorry =)))) anyways, malapit na ang bday ng isa samen, and malapit nadin ang xmas.. (for me it is ;P) so…. love love love everyone :*

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good thing i still have you, TUMBLR♥ napakahirap magrant sa fb, may mga matatamaan kase, tapos magpapatama then babalik sayo, FOREVER NALANG MAGPAPATAMAAN.

okay so i was so happy when dre4mers was formed, kasi naman cla ang naging pinakaclose ko dto since i left Pinas, parang.. wow aya you made true friends.. NAKAYA MO! hnd nmn kasi pwedeng forever nalang din ako maghihintay sa day na either umuwi ako ng pilipinas, or mga kaibigan ko dun ang pumunta dto. sobrang saya ko tlga nung nagstart ang dre4mers.. yung tipong i wanna say thank you & i love you to them EVERYDAY! but hnd nagtagal, one day one of the members started running to me and almost cried about our other member, it was an issue about baket hnd man lang NIYA iniisip if may gagawin din ung ksma niya, or madaming dala-dala.. bsta hihilain nalang niya magpapasama. hindi dito nagtapos, meron ding issues about sa lovelife nya na baket mukhang seryoso na agad? hindi naman cla close nung guy? pano na ung isa pang guy na naghihintay sakanya sa pinas? madami tlgang nagng issues but ONLY TO ONE PERSON. pero sabi nga nla, “TIME HEALS EVERYTHING” as a few months pass, naayos dn kame, well hnd man kasing close dati, atleast AYOS na. narealize ko din na, why do i keep on hating on her? wala pa naman shang nagagawang hnd maganda saken. 

Then here comes another problem, nainlove si ANOTHER member and sameng apat… AKO ata ang last na nakaalam, super nasaktan ako nun that i cried myself to sleep for 2nights. OA? not really, to think kase na sha ung member na first palage pag may ikkwento ako. actually kung hnd ko cguro un tnanong, sa iba ko pa malalaman.. and MAS MASAKIT YON. plus, naging super close ulet din sha to the girl i was saying earlier.. to the point na feeling naming natira, is pinagpapalit nya kame.. which I ADMIT, is wrong din naman. but nag-open up din naman sha saken soon enough and inintindi ko nalang kasi first time daw nya pumasok sa isang Magulong Usapan. 

..and the latest, connected sa 3rd paragraph. because of THIS certain guy na, part din ng barkada. halos di na nagpapansinan ung dlwa kong kaibigan. nung una i’m into this girl’s side, kasi as i’ve said nasaktan talaga ako dun sa cnasab kong girl earlier na feeling ko hnd ako pinagkakatiwalaan. pero just this week ata ng napansin kong.. w8, parang may point din siya, na ung mga galaw nga netong kaibigan namen toh, and that guy is halos parang magjowa na. ANG MASAKET NA PART, is hnd nya cnasab samin. IF EVER MAN NA MAGKAIBIGAN LANG NAMAN TALAGA SILA, anyareh kahapon? super makasolo and feeling ko hindi nila pansin na andun din kami. para saken naman kung gusto nla ung isa’t-isa, sabihin nila.. hindi ung sasabihin nla wala, kahit na super nasasaktan na ung isa pang kaibigan namen.

LASTLY, for myself, hindi ko alam if may naging issue na sila saken, pero wala silang cnasab.. and never pa din naman nla ako iniwasan.. it’s just strength and weakness ko tlga and pagiging protective ko sa friendship.. ung minsan sobra na, lalong nakakasira. madami din akong nagawang mistakes, AND I’M SORRY.. a piece of advice? I-CONFRONT NYO AKO. kasi pag hnd, feeling ko tama ung gngwa ko dba? minsan din pag nagrereflect ako sa sarili ko before matulog, narerealize ko na.. ‘ay aya, minsan ung mga jokes mo nakakasakit na ata’

gusto ko ng maayos toh, kayo lang inspiration ko dito eh, cguro if wala kayo matagal na akong nagbreakdown dahil sa pagkahomesick ko. sana hnd lang mga lalake makasira saten… SANA WALANG MAKASIRA SATEN, kahit tayong members.  
 

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